Dough’s been on the counter since early morning and it still hasn’t come up right. Second time this week insted of rising it just sat there flat, and I think it’s the sleep, not the yeast. Up again last night with that same loop in my head, didn’t actually get up, just laid there watching the ceiling.
Lesson tomorrow and I can already feel that knot starting in my stomach, shows up the night before every single time no matter how many lessons I’ve had. Wrote it down anyway, the dough, the stomach knot, trying to see if there’s a pattern or if I’m just making more out of it by writing it down.
Afternoon was long. Sat at the table a while doing nothing, then walked to the kitchen and back a few times for no reason. Ended up kneading the dough again even though it probably won’t help at this point, just needed something to do with my hands.
Some bread tonight even if it’s a little dense. Dense bread beats no bread!
Tomorrow’s lesson first, then I’ll try the dough again after 🙂