Decided to stop refreshing the job inbox every few minutes and cap it at 3 times a day, morning, after lunch, before logging off. Day one I caved by noon anyway, but today, day two, I made it to the third check before breaking at 4pm, caught the jaw clench twice while waiting on that last refresh, same thing that shows up whenever I’m waiting on something I can’t control. The applications are still sitting there either way, checking more wasn’t changing that, just kept my shoulders up near my ears. Same three windows for the rest of the 2 weeks, no exceptions.

