woke up around 3am again scratching my arm without even realizing it, third time this week, and it took almost an hour to fall back asleep after.
still stuck on the moisturizer thing too. the one i’ve been using stings for like a full minute right after i get out of the shower before it calms down. no idea if thats normal or if i just picked a bad one.
been sending out job applications all day and i swear my neck gets redder the more emails i send. not helping that i’m on video calls a lot for interviews now and i can see the color on my own screen the entire time, which doesnt help me relax at all.
last winter wrecked me, lost my job and went through a breakup back to back, and my skin still feels like its catching up to that even though i’m actually trying now, routine and everything. some mornings it just feels like too much to keep track of.