My commute is an hour and a half each way, and by the time I get home there’s nothing left in me. Not for cooking, not for anything else.
Tonight I sat on the secondhand couch I bought last month and just stared at my elbow. Same red patch as always. Didn’t even scratch it, just looked at it and felt tired in a way sleep doesn’t fix.
Everyone talks about routines, drink water, stretch before bed, whatever. I kept one going for 9 days straight and this week it just fell apart. Nothing left in me after work to keep it up.
Not sure how to be around people at the office either. Keeping my distance from coworkers feels like the only thing I can manage right now.