Sat at the kitchen table for 2 hours tonight with three insurance folders spread out and got nowhere. Health, life, auto, disability, all different deductibles and renewal dates, and I still can’t tell what actually overlaps and what doesn’t. Feels like I need a spreadsheet just to understand my own spreadsheet.
On top of that I’m supposed to be working on my resume for this career change and instead I spent the whole evening squinting at fine print. Driving lesson tomorrow morning too, and I already know I’ll be tense at the merge lane again. Some nights it just feels like everything is due at once and none of it gets any easier no matter how long I stare at it.