Restarted my budget after months

Opened my budgeting app again last night for the first time since May. I’ve been avoiding it because I knew the number would be rough, and yeah, it was, $180 more on takeout than I wanted to see. 2 months into half-hearted job hunting now, sent out 9 applications, heard back from exactly one. Most nights I just don’t have the energy to cook so I order in and tell myself I’ll fix it tomorrow. Picked knitting back up too, just a plain scarf, nothing fancy, but it gives my hands something to do besides scrolling job boards or picking at my skin. Sat with it for 40 minutes tonight and didn’t think about either thing once, wich felt like a lot honestly! Tracking the spending again is step one, the rest I’ll sort out as I go.