My shift flipped again this week and I’m all turned around, up at odd hours and dozing off at my desk during the day.
Caught myself doodling on the back of a schedule printout during break, little loops and nothing really, just something to do with my hands while everyone else was on their phones.
Funny how that’s the one thing that still feels normal through all this tapering business, everything else feels like it’s shifting under me but a pencil and scrap paper don’t ask anything of me.
Been keeping my distance from people at work lately without really meaning to, not sure if that’s the tiredness or just where my head’s at right now.