Still on the fence about where to even start and it’s been weeks of just thinking about it instead of doing anything.
Keep going back and forth between just doing bodyweight stuff in my living room or sucking it up and joining a gym, and every time I almost land on one, something talks me out of it.
Today after my shift I actually pulled up a few workout videos on my phone like I was finally gonna commit to something, and then just closed the app again.
The gym flyer from my building has been stuck to my fridge for 19 days now, I’ve looked at it probably every day and still haven’t called the number on it.
Part of me thinks if I start small at home I’ll just quit after a week because nobody’s checking on me, but a gym membership feels like too big a jump when I don’t even know what I’m doing once I’m in there.
Driving lessons today didn’t help either, my arms were already dead from gripping the wheel too hard the whole hour, so by the time I got home even the idea of a workout video felt like a joke.
Not looking for the answer here honestly, just annoyed at myself for stalling on something this small for this long.