Three weddings in 5 weeks (I counted) and I haven’t touched my resume since the one I sent out back in August.
Every evening this month has gone to either picking out a gift or just sitting with a controller in my hand until past midnight, telling myself I’ll update it tomorrow. Tomorrow keeps not happening.
My partner keeps asking how the job search is going and I give some version of ‘it’s moving,’ which isn’t really a lie, it’s just not moving the way I make it sound.

I don’t need tips on resumes or interviews right now. I just needed to say out loud that I’m tired of pretending this is under control when it isn’t.
